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Tuesday, September 05, 2006

11:13 PM

blast every single nitty gritty detail is just bouncing off my brain.i dont seem to be able to recall everything i have learnt or much say memorized it is just starting to get really texting as drama exam is in one week and so is my prelims and the bad part is i cannot register anything even though now is probable one of the most brucial times of my life yet nothing just seems to register.honestly i am scared.i am scared of this whole entire she-bang.i am scared that i will not do as well as i have expected and all.this is when i am so starting to feel the heat and i do not like it one bit.in fact how do i say it but all these just scares me.i do not like being thrown into a situation where i am vulnerable to the various things around me like how right now my entire life,future career and yada yada just depends on this year itself.come to think of it just one slip and who knows where would i end up in next year.admit it we all are just afraid of the same thing as i am sure we would not want that one faithful mistake to ever come back and haunt us again.sigh talk about drama drama drama you guys aint seen nothing yet imagine the massive intensity which will happen once this week is over i think i can just break down and cry even though i am in like a circus or something.honestly i really wish i can just let all these just past by me right now so i will not be able to experience the pain and tireness of everything.i guess this year is indeed a massive one indeed.sudddenly it just feels like nothing else matters i just have to get past this year and it will be one big massive milestone over i want to carry a lighter load.is someone willing to take over my place?anyway to all you sexayes out there dont even bother trying to reach me as my phone is officially dead for this year yeapp none of you guys will actually be able to reach me from now all.now that's what i call experiencing the simple life aint that right miss hilton?sasha's gone for now and jessica is sad.i wonder how did she find my supposedly bore-free method.HAHA.now everyone just go "awwww" you know i am such a nice person.counting down to the end of the year bitches.shut up just admit you cannot wait for it to come too.drama yet again tomorrow.the horror and dammit why do i have to go back to school even though it is like the school holidays?

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;